In the bed, I own the wind of my strangeness. That what you think I said? Am I a sharp thing? Dangerous to you? Crawl into what shimmering star I'm reaching for. I seize me, no one else. Shout up, I'll pray for you. I came before Him, too. What's the difference to me? Whether you go or you leave? What is it you think I need? Stepped away, hoping the realm of our past-tense place fades into nothingness. Guess I'm speaking wishfully. What's truly for me? What if I, what if I? You're not on my side. Heat of charged state, I've collected things you don't understand. There's no need to map it out, all will be surfacing in my dreams.
credits
from Inner connection,
released January 21, 2022
Recorded by Joni Elfers at Earth Songs Recording in Philadelphia, PA