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Inner connection

by Lady Queen Paradise

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1.
A bastion in the wind What did you say you'd bring? Green hearts are heavy now The opening sequence shuts down Forget music, two more scenes left out Makes sense waiting I'm hesitating Second guessing all the way Makes no differance, I'd say You still want me I can't understand About how many ways to go No one knows New love is heavy now Hoping Somehow
2.
Crush 02:54
Hey, what's the rush? Crush It's the two of us I want it You want it I don't have a problem So why is there problem? Hey, why be scared? Love's a warm cloth you can wear Feel free to leave me When what's between Has found its end
3.
No more sex, I don't wanna love like you I wake up scared of feeling touched I don't feel that emotional about it I know you do Trauma is non-linear So it makes sense to me that this still hurts Don't ask me if I'm gonna change my mind I'm right here my body's on the other side If you need it, come here, I'll say Tell me what you need to hear, Baby, come here, I'll say it Here's what I need to hear Come here, please say this: There will be no loss of love If you don't have sex with me
4.
Girls who can't breathe Come lean on me 'She's the one,' What I thought when I was on the way back home The night we met I still don't know I'm confused There's a girl I want to fall in love with you Get in my bed and let's be friends And I'll pretend I'm your girlfriend Hey, don't cry I'll be by your side Angel, I'm still trying not to die Girls who can't breathe Why lean on me? I'm confused There's a girl I want to fall in love with you How could I wait When I want you But I don't think you'll follow through Hey, don't cry I'll be by your side When I go You know I have to though If she's the one I want How can I keep myself safe? I'll believe in some different place Where they will wait And they will make Within the sheets A dream: She keeps the deepest parts of me safe Angel, I'm Don't touch me when you're high Hey, don't cry I'll still be on your side I'll call for you When I say 'I love you' but I don't stay I don't mean I won't wait I just mean I can't stay In one place When I say 'I love you' what I mean is In my head I'm always Running to you
5.
Surfacing 03:11
In the bed, I own the wind of my strangeness. That what you think I said? Am I a sharp thing? Dangerous to you? Crawl into what shimmering star I'm reaching for. I seize me, no one else. Shout up, I'll pray for you. I came before Him, too. What's the difference to me? Whether you go or you leave? What is it you think I need? Stepped away, hoping the realm of our past-tense place fades into nothingness. Guess I'm speaking wishfully. What's truly for me? What if I, what if I? You're not on my side. Heat of charged state, I've collected things you don't understand. There's no need to map it out, all will be surfacing in my dreams.
6.
Do you wanna be my friend? I won't be coming back if you don't call me back again Look at me, I'll tell you something: I'm sad It might not feel like the right thing But I know it's the right thing I think that you'd have done what I did I know now I have no one To clean up with My memory breaks like a twig, so Forever in love sounds like a fucked up Hopelessness to me
7.
I've seen half of God's face here The other half is yours Can you feel inner connection? Can't you hear my reaction? Can you heal her from my body Gazing up to the sun If you take it all, I'll be left hurting I'll be left hurting
8.
Did you ever get hurt like me? I wanna know So I can be as sweet as you need me to be I wanna know Did you ever get hurt like me? I wanna know So you can rest easily with me I was awake I was awake Digging through seeds Seemed like you could see Is it alright? What's wrong? Your hand outreached Burned the hell out of me Did you ever get hurt like me? I wanna know So I can be as sweet as you need me to be I wanna know If you don't know Then I don't know If you don't know I still wanna know If you don't know Then I don't know If you don't know I still wanna know
9.
Imagine this, we're standing on a precipice "Look, it's the void," In our hands, little lamps Just materials We look inside I'll be alright Is it over when the pale clouds drape over your head? What a hopeful shape You're not there, are you? You're not there, are you anywhere? When it's over You still will be When it's over, Molly It's your wonder we keep

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released January 21, 2022

Track 1 recorded by Edek Sher
Track 5 recorded by Joni Elfers
Track 6 recorded by Mikey Bullister
All other tracks recorded by Clara Zornado

Track 9 based on the poem "Materialism" by Molly Brodak

Guitar and vocals performed by Clara Zornado
Ambience and bass on Track 1 by Edek Sher
Piano on Track 2 by Jack Zornado

All tracks mixed and mastered by Bradford Krieger

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